Closer to God Day one

Actually, I want to open one more blogs to blog about this, but well, closer to God is really just another mind- bugging things, so I should just do it here, don't you think so? Hahaha
So, I will just made a new tag closer to god

Well, I was told to document any messages from God I receive these days, so, I think, might as well blog about it. I nearly forgot I have this blog. Really. Like, for real.

Anyway, let's start

Actually, you could say it starts yesterday. It's form Job 1 : 22
In all these things Job sinned not by his lips, nor spoke he any foolish thing against God. 

The part that are given to me is " nor spoke any foolish thing"
Right, really, I have never consider myself near Job at all. He is so good and kind and righteous. And I absolutely didn't feel inclined to undergo the same things God allow Satan to gave him, provoked by Satan

But what made me feel like I am a very bad person is the fact that Job didn't say any foolish things...
He went under all kinds of torture and keep true, and never once saying any accussiations, blaming others, dirty words...
Me, I used to hate complaining and people who complaint. And I absolutelly hate swears. BUt  nowadays, all of that things escape my mouth so very easily. I am ashamed. I am stressed out, I know, but actually, who suffer more - me or Job? And he is still able to hold his mouth. Me, what am I doing?

I know, one of the source of my bad mouth is my commingling. Assocciation. But what's done is done, and I will try to talk more cautiously now :)